past couple, few weeks

people have been hard on me being all praise Jesus

so instead of speaking the Word when reading and even scheduling reading

i just started living it, what His Word means to me Life in Love

i am supposed to be merciful, extend grace, Love, and forgive

and i will get that from Father, &tc, &tc…

except i am human, with a lot of buttons that when pushed i revert back to fleshy

not having ripe fruit of the Spirit to enjoy

then i learn that even though i feel great for the most part, and yes i have been healed, and God makes it better for me

i have deeper issues i am unawares of until those issues pop up (exposed by the Light)

and then God can do His Work on those issues, ie heal me, free me

yes i started speaking the Word while reading it again, i need Him more than ever and need all His help i can get

Praise God!